I haven’t blogged in a while. To be honest, I haven’t really been in the right mood to take perspective on things in my life lately. The months of July and August were somehow very stressful, despite not much taking place. I guess I hit a standstill with my research, and I had been commissioned to work on my department’s academic website. The result: I burdened myself with unnecessary stress and overthinking. I was analyzing and regurgitating everything over and over again in my head.
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Fortunately I had a trip back to Ottawa booked for the middle of August. It honestly couldn’t have come at a better time. When I can’t stop dwelling on things, sometimes completely removing myself is the best situation.Â
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It was so fantastic to be home. I got to spend some wonderful time with my family, and I was really lucky to see all of my supportive friends while I was there. As usual, I also had a chance to schedule in some adventures, which I’m excited to share.Â
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I’m back in BC now, and trying to adjust back to the timezone and the working schedule. My first day back wasn’t too promising. I only hope things will get better. I think I’ve become very burnt out from all aspects of my life: academically, physically, emotionally, and especially socially. I really need to focus more on my resolutions from this year: focus on self love, find positive and loving friendships, and be more supportive to myself.Â
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Well, that’s all for this slightly depressing post. I find it almost therapeutic to write these thoughts out, so maybe I should have been blogging through these past two months after all. I promise the things to come on this blog will be amazing! I got re-inspired during my trip back home and can’t wait to share some things with you all.
sorry to hear you are feeling a little burnt out. take care of yourself, one step at a time. Sending you lots of support from South Africa!